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  hey it’s me again, umm idk where to start. so basically we almost broke up a week ago(?), but we have a deal till college start again. her feelings are unstable sometimes she loves me sometimes she don’t. today at 1 am i ask her about what happened with her lately, i expressing my feelings about her lately. she’s been cold last days, i understand about her unstable feelings to me. it’s hard times for us, a long term relationship must’ve been through this times. sayang if u read this (probably u read this because i uploaded it to my blog) i just want to tell u that is love you and im glad to have you as my partner, we can fix this problem and being in lovely time againn. fuck i cried. sayang it’s just a bad day not bad life, this is my last chance so I’ll not disappoint u. someday we will happy again i promise. Alifiyah Zahra Santoso i really love you, and i always do❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. see you in makassar i have some cute pics of her :  FUCK IM CRYING SEEING THIS PICTURE...

the story of my greatest love part 2

  The story of my greatest love part 2 Today i’ve been her bf for a year, many ups n downs we’ve been through people are doubting us, but look now who’s the winner. i don’t wanna hear she saying done with me i can’t imagine how fucked up i will. why would i say how fucked up i will? because she’s tought me so many things, she’s the only one that i love, she’s the only one that would listen my problems, she’s the only one that would call me in the middle of the night. i can’t imagine if we broke up. i hope she’ll never think of it. i really love her even i have so many failures. i really love u alifiyah. and always❤️

our new journey to the new chapter

  dear my love Alifiyah Zahra Santoso, im sorry that i suck being a bf, i want u to see that i can change and i am worthy for u. this night is a worst night i’ve ever had. i feel like a mad man, i feel so creepy, saya paksa ketemu, saya teror, semuanya terjadi karena mauka bicara dan luruskan ini semua. thank you for the another chance u gave me, i will not disappoint u trust me we’ll be fine. i know lately our relationship was really bad, i want to our relationship back in good track. i love u my love❤️.

the story of my greatest love

 god i love her so much, a woman named Alifiyah Zahra Santoso. she's something u cant find commonly, she's different. and its her first time being in a relationship, she's unlike any women i've seen before. i met her in college, at first time i didn't like her that much i just adore her because SHE'S SO FUCKING GORGEOUS and she's my type 100%. and i didn't have enough balls to approach her, but one day we were in the same group project and we have to do the task in one place. that's the first time i talked to her, she was very talkative at first i thought she was a cold person. and we talked about other subject task and she hasn't finish it yet, then i text her in the midnight asking about the task we talked earlier but she's asleep and reply my in the morning, that's the first time i texting with her. in my head at that time i didn't want to talk about non task topic, i always text her twice in a week because its for nirmana and gamt...