1 am text

 hey it’s me again, umm idk where to start. so basically we almost broke up a week ago(?), but we have a deal till college start again. her feelings are unstable sometimes she loves me sometimes she don’t. today at 1 am i ask her about what happened with her lately, i expressing my feelings about her lately. she’s been cold last days, i understand about her unstable feelings to me. it’s hard times for us, a long term relationship must’ve been through this times. sayang if u read this (probably u read this because i uploaded it to my blog) i just want to tell u that is love you and im glad to have you as my partner, we can fix this problem and being in lovely time againn. fuck i cried. sayang it’s just a bad day not bad life, this is my last chance so I’ll not disappoint u. someday we will happy again i promise. Alifiyah Zahra Santoso i really love you, and i always do❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. see you in makassar

i have some cute pics of her : 

FUCK IM CRYING SEEING THIS PICTURE 

btw we have done this before, when you caught me “nakal” dan disitu kau sangat dingin ke saya sangat cuek. dan lihatmi apa yg sy bilang itu hari kubuktikanji toh sayang. nda nakal”ma lagi mau dichat ataupun di rl nda pernahma begitu karena mauka tepati janjiku ke kauuu. jadi percayami ke saya kubuktikan nda bakal sy susahi seperti kemarinmi lagi nda sy kecewakanmi seperti kemarinn dan bakal saya kasi bahagiaa❤️