the story of my greatest love

 god i love her so much, a woman named Alifiyah Zahra Santoso. she's something u cant find commonly, she's different. and its her first time being in a relationship, she's unlike any women i've seen before. i met her in college, at first time i didn't like her that much i just adore her because SHE'S SO FUCKING GORGEOUS and she's my type 100%. and i didn't have enough balls to approach her, but one day we were in the same group project and we have to do the task in one place. that's the first time i talked to her, she was very talkative at first i thought she was a cold person. and we talked about other subject task and she hasn't finish it yet, then i text her in the midnight asking about the task we talked earlier but she's asleep and reply my in the morning, that's the first time i texting with her. in my head at that time i didn't want to talk about non task topic, i always text her twice in a week because its for nirmana and gamtek. until the world cup begin, we talked about a lot of things like youtube, anime, film, and ofc college. and then the final week have come i need a tutor to do my final gamtek, and yeah i ask for help from her. we call in discord while do the final, we call till morning and thats first time my feelings grow. holiday's come and i didn't have things to do so i text her again and this is the beginning of approaching (PDKT). we talked about movies, series, etc. she response not very well sometimes she reply and sometimes she didn't. i lost my hope, but life must go on. december 31st 2022 she text me first asking what is your top movie of all time, ofc i feel so happy. time passed and i ask her to go out on a date, its supposed to be our first date but her friends came. im kkay with that bcs its her first time, and i asked her to go out on a date for a second time and she said yes. ITS OUR FIRST DATE (JUST TWO OF US), we watched antman and we ate sushi that was a such an amazing date. i think after 4 months of talking stage i confess my feelings to her, and she said yes. there's story behind the confess things, 2 days before we just talked after a week not talk, text, etc each other and the place i confess my feelings are so inappropriate. i confess to her in a car while eating satay in pettarani, april 18th 2023 are the date that we officially in a relationship. at first she said "can i answer 2 days more" i said "no, u have to answer now" AAANNDDD SHE SAID YES, I FEEL SO HAPPYYYYYY. and the story have just began, after a month finally we have our first argument. i remember for the first time i gave her a gift it was a rose lego, few days ago i ask her about her favorite flowers she said "rose, because i've made it from clay" while she said that i open my shopee and checkout the lego. after she received the gift SHE LOOKS SOOO HAPPY, i cried happily and she hug me and say "thankyou sayang".  its our (otw) 7th months together we've been in a lot of problems, i dissapoint her many times but she always forgive me and gave me another chance. now we're in a problem again and she gave me another chance, she wants me to change so i'll do it. oh god please make her mine forever, i want her to stay with me forever. i'll be a better person for her, she helped me in a lot of things. if u reading this Alifiyah Zahra Santoso i want to say thanks for everythings u gave me. i love u so much, yes i do and always do❤❤❤